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upsetting a friend once again [Nov. 8th, 2005|05:13 pm]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

*sighs* things are not good. parents yelling at me friends getting upset at me.

one of my friends i did not know that she was busy and i im her on msn messenger. i have a older messenger so it is crappy and some of the features that some people have don't show up on mine. and i did not know what she was talking about that people don't read next to her name cause all i saw was her screen name. and she yelled at me. i did not mean to upset her. it seems since i started to talk to her all i manged was to upset her. i am surprise she has not kicked me off her messenger by now. i desver it though after doing that same mistake now for the last few times. can't blame her for not wanting to talk to me. She has not comment on my journals or anything for the last 3 days. i don't think she really likes me that much.

can seem to do anything right. I'm such a fool
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pain....pain [Nov. 5th, 2005|05:54 pm]
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |none only the fan running in the room]

the one person that i care deeply for just told me to fuck off. and not to speak to her again. this is it. i have lost my hope. i wish to die. instead of walking into the road. i took a blade to myself. i am not sure what to do anymore.
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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2005|05:34 pm]
[Current Mood |sicksick]
[Current Music |the kids outside playing]

i doubt anyone is reading this journal figure i write something to see if anyone is reading it.

i swear the cable guy came on the wrong day he was suppost to come on monday. and i swear he was checking me out. he was looking up and down on me. kinda freaked me out. i don't care if i am bi but this guy scared me.

then my mother called me and was yelling into the phone she seems upset about something and i did nothing. she went to go clean some airplane with my father and i think she is upset cause she has been there since 9 am and she is not getting home intil 6 pm and she is not even getting paid for this but why yell at me i did not do anything.

i don't even want to eat anymore. had horrible nightmares last night. i know my ex-gf was set up on a blind date with some guy and all i could think was that something was going to happen to her. and i don't even know if she is ok. i know that she is running out of food. so what i am doing is sending her a package in the mail with some food i have for her. it is not alot and we don't have alot due to Wilma suppiles is low but i can't sit back and let her not be able to eat. so i gave her what i can.

i don't feel like talking to people (aka my parents mostly) so i think i will hide into my room again. not feeling well and with nightmares like i had last night i don't think anyone is going to blame me. then again my parents don't know what my dreams were. and im not going to tell them what they are.

can't wait to watch Naruto. without cable for 2 weeks i really want some tv. and some personaly time away from my parents. after dealing with mom for 2 whole months with my mom in Vermont while my dad was here in FLA. working. i don't even want to be around her as much anymore. i just need sometime alone.
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(no subject) [Aug. 15th, 2005|08:22 pm]
People see boldness in your eyes. You aren't afraid
to do what you think is right and you stand up
for what you believe in. You don't worry about
the what-if's. You also like being the center
of attention at times and you like to stick
out. But be warned...some people may find you
annoying for several reasons. Number one being
either stealing the limelight or bringing it
towards friends who don't want to be in it.
Number two is that you make mistakes often due
to your rash behavior and sometimes offend
people when it was actually un-called for. So
be careful, but be you and have fun!

What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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(no subject) [Jul. 27th, 2005|09:03 pm]
another darn suvey a friend passed on. enjoy reading stupid crap XD

another pointless survey to kill time cause im bored and people scare meCollapse )
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(no subject) [Jul. 24th, 2005|06:40 pm]
ok maybe not i will not be able to do the music thing damn computer.

did some odd survey crap that was given to me so i filled them out

by clicking on this damn link you have giving me your damn soul and you will know me as the penguin masterCollapse )
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welcome [Jul. 3rd, 2005|10:42 am]
decided that I needed to do something with my journal and noiced that no one is really doing anything up at sasayaki_music I decided that I would make my journal a music place too. I will be updating this in a few hours once I get my stuff uploaded.

talk to you all later

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